I am following Kymbre's lead. Not writing here anymore, unless it is weather related or unemotional. :]
May delete some entries. We'll see.
I'll just stick with my beloved xanga. And no, I will not give you my password, Coty. Don't ask.

So I think Ale officially said that mom's hospital bills have amounted to 1 milllllion dollars.
Yay for not having health insurance! ha.
No use in crying about it.
Can I go to college for free now, please?



Chemistry hates me, and I hate chemistry.

I want to get out of this town.


Oh yeah, you're an idiot.

Current Music: Ryan Adams - Oh My Sweet Carolina | Powered by Last.fm

why do I always do this to myself???

Remember... it has only been a week and a half since college started.
Breathe.

Current Music: Sigur Ros

Screw college.
No one believes in me.
How can I believe in myself?

Current Mood: distressed

Its been raining all my life.

I'm ready to move on.
I really hope this all works out.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Ryan Adams

#45.
top 10 %.
I moved up 9 spots in one semester.
sweet.

I don't understand.

What is worse?
Seeing a video of people cruelly and intentionally torturing/killing poor innocent animals.
or
Seeing a video of impoverished and innocent children slowly dying of malnutrition because their own government doesn't care if they live or die(preferring death).

I don't see how people can be so "sick" from watching the first video, and barely even care about the second.
Don't get me wrong, I think animal cruelty is absolutely terrible and there should be a stop to it, but are people so desensitized by the media that seeing a video of starving children barely fazes them?

I want to cry and scream when I see people who are so caught up in their own image to the point where its all they care about. People that put animals over people. People that don't even know what they're talking about. I know more than most of you, and I don't even care!!!!!
I wish I could send people like that to Korea, so they could see the animals being tortured, and then send them to Africa so they can see people dying. How would they react? As if they never knew what severe conditions these people were living in? That's my guess.

I'm going. I don't know where or when, but I know I'm going somewhere, and I'm going to make a difference, in PEOPLE'S lives.

Current Mood: moody

I wonder what it feels like to have someone attracted to you.
Just a random thought.
Worded really funny.

I need to be in the top 10%. 4 freaking spots away.
I'll cry if I don't get it.

Well, I got one of these silly things, because I think they are funny when you find an error.
And for my seester.
And because I have no life and need to be addicted to just one more site.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: brand new